LUKISAN KEHIDUPAN

assalammualaikum w.b.t

online dr rumah,sgt berbeza suasana.hee hepi btul dpt balik rumah.berb

ulan lamanya tinggal di hostel mengadap buku je. alhamdulillah perjalanan pulang ke johor selamat semuanya.sampai aje kakak sy dh tunggu.hepi sgt!and thanx a lot to my sis coz 'take the risk' hehe escape kejap from school. and as adik yg mithali i decided to wait for her at school after that. taknak akak sy tinggalkan kerja.adik2 4bestari dh tunggu ustazah dorg.hehe..

sementara menunggu sy berjalan2 around the school compound.dh berapa ramai student yg bg salam 'assalammualaikum cikgu' hehe..hepi jgk.n i just smiling.'waalaikummussalam..sy bkn cikgu ye dik' :)..sitting on the bench, i looked around..the students, teachers, cleaners, school compounds..i miss the school time a lot..

sy hanya bermonolog sendirian.sudah lama masa itu berlalu, sy pernah berada di tempat seperti adik2 itu.learning everything about life and academic. friendship..leadership..n

many things.now i'm turning 23,the situations have changed..n i wondering again..till when my life's art will end. i'm scared ya allah..

one scene that caught my attention was the assembly of the students for evening session. ya

allah adik2 ni relaxje walaupun cikgu disiplin tu marah2. again..i'm thinking..sy rasa zaman sy sekolah dulu even a school from a rural area in penang..takdelah teruk sgt cikgu marah. kalau dh kena jerit marah sekali semua terdiam.but the scene i saw yesterday was diffrent. i started to make a conclusion by myself..is it the young generation nowadays are lack of respect to their teachers?even i'm thinking..foods,tv,and parents play a vital role in ensuring their behaviour. dah banyak sgt perkara yang tak baik berlaku. sy berdoa moga2 generasi anak2 saudara saya ini takkan pergi jauh dr landasanNya. sy risau..

tp sy jg tak berkenan bila saat azan zohor berkumandang,cikgu itu seolah2 tak mendengar.suaranya lantang lbh drpd azan.kan molek ajak adik2 itu diam menghormati azan.ntahla..byk perkara dlm kehidupan yg harus kita betulkan kembali. mari kita sama2

mulakan dr rumah:)

next story i wanna share is..community eye service(CES) carried out just a day before our end posting exam. hepi jg memeriksa mata warga tua kat daerah Pasir Mas, kawasan chetok:) mak kata ramai saudara-mara kat situ tp sy xkenal:( terima kasih buat pakcik2 n makcik2 yg datang. kami dapat belajar byk perkara n fundus examination for sure:) latihan before exam.
sy sedar, dalam white coat yg kami pakai bawa imej yg sgt dihormati.we'll feel the differences..how people more respect you.but the thing that i scared is..the EXPECTATIONS..it's

the nature for being in the medical field. people looked at you..they smiled..bu

t rarely when you are in the shirts like everyone else. again,the lesson i got from my life's art is respect everyone.no matter he or she is. no different classes..and with the expectations..as a medical students, i must have enough knowledge and practices to be a good doctor later on.

thanx for reading..n let's think..think about our life's art.most things that Allah had created are for us to think and take a lesson..no matter how you and i perceive the things we saw..but hopefully, it'll bring us to the creator-ALLAH S.W.T. SUBHANALLAH..
few pics that i've taken from my frens..thnx a lot falah:)
COMMUNITY EYE SERVICE
we really love it..

lama tak meng'update' blog, hari ni saya sangat2 hepi:) senyum sampai telinga! hehe.. actually this morning i got ophthalmology clinical exam. we've been given 2 station. we need to examine patient's eye with ophthalmoscope, give the findings and diagnosis in 5 minutes. alhamdulillah, overall opthal end posting exam was the first exam that i satisfied the most. after 3 weeks in this posting, i think that i will consider ophthalmologist as my future career:) saya suka semua tentang MATA! even sangat kecil tapi sangat bermakna dlm kehidupan. subhanallah. cumanya saya tak suka part surgery. this tiny2 structure sgt menakutkan..terlebih gerak sikit akan ada masalah.

saya pulak clumsy orgnya. masuk dalam OT first time tgk catarat surgery (phacoemulsification and ECCE) sy takut...tapi saya rasa insyaallah klu training yg cukup, pasti boleh! so, now, insyaallah in the list..to be a lecturer and if clinician as ophthalmologist or both:) kita tunggu dan lihat jika umur panjang,mungkin dapat minat baru pulak nnt,siapa tahu kn:) insyaallah..semoga allah permudahkan..

kema,sya,iny:)

another thing that make my day is..i pass my orthopaedic posting.alhamdulillah. semuanya rezeki dr allah. sy sgt2 bersyukur. sbb dh hancur jg hatini sbb xdapat perform long case exam & mcq dgn baik.tp, xsangka allah berikan sesuatu yang sgt diluar dugaan:) terima kasih dr mohammad. diabetic foot :) tak lupa jg surgery and paediatric posting yg baru jg keluar result. thanx allah, thanx to all my lecturers:)

cerita mengalahkan final profesional exam phase 3 je hehe...sy sgt hepi..hepi sgt harini.best fren sy pun lulus:) n mlmni balik johor dgn hati yg gembira, xsabar nk jumpa mak,family n ank2 sedara sy yg selalu wat kecoh time call tu hehe..maksu love n miss you all so much walaupun garang jg kadang2 hehe..

thanx allah, you ease everything. guide me always..my frens and family and all muslimin muslimat..alhamdulillah..sy mahu senyum terus harini no matter org kata schizo ke hehe..

next after 1 week holiday OTORHINOLARYNGOLOGY a.k.a ear,nose and throat:) mudahkan segala urusan pembelajaran kami ya allah:)