LUKISAN KEHIDUPAN

alhamdulillah ya allah...for giving me another day...sekarang dh masuk minggu ke-3 O&G posting...this year sangat2 xproduktif..i haven't complete my log book..conduct delivery apatah lg :( semuanya kerana renovate air-cond labour room...and most of the case admitted to the ward n labour room just complicated case. seharian on call, i looked after this kakak from the evening till 3am, 25y.o malay, primigravida (first pregnancy), post-expected date of delivery 12days..but she had prolonged 2nd stage...which means the phase that mother had the urge of pushing. she tried but the baby not came out. so end up with instrumental delivery...

betapa kecewanya hati ini, huhu...tapi takpelah keep telling myself to see things in the positive way..mlm tu on call dengan dr yang best, he guide me to do episiotomy:) insyaallah this coming 2 weeks we'll be posted to Hospital Kota Bharu for more exposure:)

2minggu je lagi nak habiskan posting o&g...means exam is coming!permudahkan ya allah..berikan kejayaan kepada diriku dan sahabat-sahabat seperjuangan. malamni teman one of my friend merangkap rumate tersayang sya ke konsert nasyid edcoustic :) the last year before graduate:) membaca entri2 lama yg lebih kepada diari hidup sebagai pelajar buat saya tersenyum :) may allah ease everything...

alhamdulillah masih berkesempatan bernyawa sehingga hari ini..now about 1 week i've started my new semester here in USM. baru je tau my uni is the no.1 in malaysia currently...:) new ranking this year..

BRAVO!!!

apa-apa pun...baru seminggu start final year rasa tension yang amat....i started with o&g same as in 4th year...but this year major posting duration for 5 weeks only.and need to revise back obs and gynae...each time pakar & MO asked question seems like the knowledge was not there anymore..huhu...or sometimes it's there but need to recall it huhu...but it's very stressful to know that your brain can't even find the way to reach there huhu...

my pakar in the team said....how come u enter final years/clinical years but your basic sciences are so weak huhu..seriously, i can't remember the basic sciences. and if he asked up to the molecular level, it's even worst!

so my fiance every day was like giving me a motivational talk. i want to be like him,very confident every time, and always ready for everything and get praised by the consultant and colleagues each time during his presentation. apa-apa pun he said...tetapkan&betulkan niat sentiasa. insyaallah ikhlas kerana allah :)

i've to be focused!confident!and hardworking!!wish me luck...may allah ease...amiiiinnn...:)