final battle 2008~

assalammualaikum w.b.t..

warghhh!!i'm so tired.driving n shopping for the whole day!ngee~i've spend about RM300!!beli ebternal hard disk huhu..whoaa!!sengkek gilerr laa pasni! after 4 days 'berperah otak' la katakan waaaa!!my exam started on 15 disember until 18 disember.. As a medical student in USM, we have to face 4 components of exam which are On spot clinical Exam (OSCE), essay, clincal OSCE and multiple choice question. overall..what can i say??

*OSCE like a disaster-morphology,gross,histology,complication,microbes..
*SEQ okla...but not so sure....mcm2 diagnosis ak tgk kwn ak jwb time pass up paper to the front! My heart that time was like 'palpitation'..my brain got 'encephalopathy'...to see the answers of my freind, it just like...I'M DYINGGGG!!aRGhhhhh!!
*clinical OSCE was like-i'll get 'hypertrophy' of the heart, hypertension before the exam.but alhamdulillah..dpt examiner yg baik but my cardiovascular physical examination not so smooth..ak kena tembak ngan doctor tue..I'M SPEECHLESS!!
*MCQ-aku PASRAHHH pada yang ESA!

so..frankly speaking it wasn't soOOoo good!!i'm not aiming for 10 stars..viva voce..i'm hoping for a miracle!! Oh Allah...aku bertawakkal kepada Mu..bantulah hambamu ini...

aku terima seadanya keputusan exm kali ni..usaha aku belum cukup utk dptkn A..hopefully, i'll get the strength i need..it's a lesson..to be a doctor, there's no easy way..to be called as a 'doctor',i have to scrifice a part of my life..to devote yourself in medical field is a hard decision to make..long live learn..semoga allah kuatkan hatiku dan sahabat-sahabat perjuangan ku dlm mengejar ilmu bg memartabatkan bangsa, negara, dan agamamu ya allah..

usahlah bersedih,
kuatkan jiwamu bagai menongkah arus yang kuat,
kau merangkak..berjalan...terjatuh..menyusuri denau kehidupan..
kehidupan yang payah..
namun..
tiada jemu kau bangkit...
tapi hidup tak selalu cerah..
kau tersungkur!
kau rebah tatkala diri dilanda badai ujian..
ingatlah ALLAH sentiasa bersama orang yang sabar..

Friday, December 19, 2008 at 2:16 AM

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