tomorrow i'll be back to school..yeah school of medical sciences. USM. what can i say..it's the end of the holidays:( and i've to put a full stop!full stop to "tido byk" and so on.. and it's the time to refresh and get on the track back akmal..
but this is wht i'm worried the most..MY BRAIN..oh dear,are you still sleeping?dreaming?i'm afraid of this, i'm not mentally prepared huhu..got obstetrics&gynaecology for my first posting. O&G is one of a killer posting in USM, start new sem,new session, there will be a new 'spirit or determination' as usual, but then it just fade away~fly away~by the time.
i hope, i'll get the spirit! you have to! and put all you efforts! you have to! don't make such mistakes like before! struggle and it's totally not 'years for honeymoon'.
i'm just throw out the feeling inside..hope whoever read this please pray for me, hoping to face this clinical years smoothly and successfully..even until now i'm not so sure is this the right path for me..but i do believe that allah gave me the best in everything. so it would be~the best for me.insyaallah.