LUKISAN KEHIDUPAN

assalammualaikum w.b.t.

this evening,i was wondering..i want to buy a book for someone..then i went to popular bookstore..erm..so many choices...written by tok guru?or something else? from shelf to shelf...from popular to sykt. Muda Osman..then i saw a book...nice=) hope it will benefit for both of us..insyaallah..
for hours walking around..window shoping..arghh my leg was like nk tercabut=( erm shopping sangat memenatkan=( how come those people yg suka shop?? do they not really feel their legs nk tercabut??huhu...just wondering..

actually i don't have any idea to write..my grammar n language also kind of tunggang langgang=( and my condition right now was not so good...i'm crying..my lacrimal gland not stop working about an hour huhu..but now after 'throw' up all the 'spoiler stuff' ,i feel a bit ok n quran recitation in the air calm me down=) subhanallah...

erm esok dah nak masuk kampung for 2nd residency..to evaluate our community diagnosis in order to produce community oriented doctors=) insyaallah..
my mak angkat called just now..her voice sangat hepi=) yeah thanx a lot ma n ayah to have me n nasuha in ur family=)

i'm just babling without any specific topic...arghhh just want to think about something else..erm i would like to tell you about a phrase in the book i bought this evening..

"cinta kecil adalah kekeliruan perasaan yg terbit dr keinginan utk diberi perhatian, mahu dikasihi dan mengasihi, emosi yang kosong dr asas"~adakah cinta kecil yg kita mahukan atau cinta sebenar??sesungguhnya cinta allah yg paling hakiki...
manusia hny bersifat baharu tidak kekal..begitu juga jika punya perasaan dendam,mudah terasa dgn insan lain..ini bkn sahaja beri kesan negatif.ia akan buatkan hidup kita tidak tenang..kelas terapi hati,kata k.noor..rasa sebeginilah yang tidak menenangkan kita jika kita seringkali memandang berat soal ikatan hati yg negatif sesama manusia..lbh krg cmtuela drpd apa yg sy faham..jd,berlapang dada,mudah memaafkan dan berprasangka baiklah kita sesama manusia terutama antara sahabat handai..agar hati kita tidak tergugat dek kerana rasa hati yg negatif terhadap teman...erm faham tak?rasa mcm ayat tunggang-langgang =(

oklah..pray for me...semoga urusan masuk kampung esok dipermudahkan allah=)
wassalam..